Working at my job has made me realize how dumb people are. Not only that, they ask the stupidest questions and lack common sense. Le sigh. You’re seriously going to ask me, “How much is this?” when the price is CLEARLY on the sign and/or tag? JEEBUS!
I wish I could erase all the negativity in my life right now. When you give me bad news after bad news, you can’t expect that to be good for my head, did you? Honestly, I wish I could help. I really do. I wish I had the power to change everything and turn every bad into good. I know I should be more helpful but with everything that has been happening lately, I need a break. Away from home. Away from this mess. Sometimes I wish I could just say, “Fuck it” and leave for a couple weeks. But I know that would be selfish of me. And everything will be back to the way it was, in its dysfunctional self.
These are not personal issues I’m dealing with here. My issues are dealt with and I’m happy with the way MY life is going. These are the issues that instantly hits you in the face, hard, when you get home from a night out with friends. All the fun is over, it’s back to reality. I put on a happy exterior for my friends to see but really, they have no idea. The only person that really knows what I’m dealing with is my boyfriend and he’s been absolutely supportive of my family and I. Sometimes, I just want to leave home for an extended period of time.